secrets
i feel like maybe secrets are for fools. look at what secrets have done to everyones lives. people have a natural instinct to protect themselves, and maybe ive been protecting myself too long. a wise person once told me that i have to take risks and not be afraid of the outcome. well, im ready to make that jump. im going to take the biggest risk of all. im leaving behind everything ive ever loved and im going to start fresh. im leaving behind the people that have hurt me, the people that have abandoned me, and most of all, the people that dont love me. im taking one giant leap toward happiness, and im praying that im not making a mistake.
its not that i dont love all my family and friends, its just that, i dont feel like im wanted. and thats what ive been searching for. ive only truely loved ONE man, and he turned me down. but i cant let that ruin the rest of my life. i cant mourn the losses and drown in self pity. i have to suck it up and become the stong person i know i can be.
its not that i dont love all my family and friends, its just that, i dont feel like im wanted. and thats what ive been searching for. ive only truely loved ONE man, and he turned me down. but i cant let that ruin the rest of my life. i cant mourn the losses and drown in self pity. i have to suck it up and become the stong person i know i can be.