Finding something this special took way to long so lets not lose it.
Some days my emotions take over my body completely & I just go from being perfectly happy to sad. I feel like I'm not smart enough for anything or good enough for anything. I feel like that I do everything wrong and that I should just stop trying at everything I do. I let what people say bother me when I shouldn't becuase it matters nothing to me. I feel like I'm basically just not important. If you were wondering I had one of those days yesterday. Days like that come often because it only takes like one or two things to happen and my mood will totally change. Sometimes it just takes me thinking and it will happen & I've been doing a lot of that lately.
Well my parents went out of town last Thursday-Sunday and I had to watch my sisters. I must say that was quite an experience. It actaully taught me a lot becuase unlike last time I had so many more things I had to do. I felt like a responsible person for once. It made me appreciate what my parents do and how much they deservce time to spend with each other and how I should thank them more often for what they do. I mean I guess I realized that all more this time from having to manage a lot of things at once.
We have exams tomorrow and Friday. I need to study. For once I'm not stressed out which is strange because I always am. I don't think I'm going to do that bad but then again I don't know. I just hope that I do fine. I think I'm going to end up with two A's, a B and a C if all goes well. I have managed to get behind in marine science again but I'm going to work on that this week and get caught back up. I'm so tired of that stupid class I'm ready for it to be done. I plan on working on that a lot over the break so I can hopefully finish it soon.
I really need to go Christmas shopping. But I'm sure my aunt and mom will be doing plenty of it next week which is good. I'm so ready for the break it's unreal. I'm excited about it to becuas eI have a feeling that it is just going to be a good one for some reason.
Hums..I saw someone last night for the first time in like 6 months. I believe that is a very long time. I was glad though because it made my night. ♥
Well I think I'm going to go maybe study or find something to do before church.