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well i jammed my finger rele bad last night.... i think i broke one of my nuckles..... its blue..... it hurts when i bend it but i touch it then i cant feel anything...... iono..... its weird..... i busted a couple of my nuckles..... all because of bullshit..... im not goin to the movies anymore.... its gotten too stupid and VERY boring.... anyways..... im bored..... nothin to do here..... i miss jason..... michael is kinda feekin me out...... he thinks we r together and we arent..... i cant say anythin to him b/c he rele likes me and its buggin me...... he told me he loves me..... wtf?...... he has known me for a week...... thas bullshit.... anyways..... iono know what to do..... but yea..... Who will go to homecoming with me? i need a date for homecoming..... i dont wanna go if i dont have a date..... i know no one is gunna go with me but i figured that i would have more of a chance doin this than anything else...... but hey.... if no one goes with me then i am just gunna sit at home..... doin nuthin.... by myself..... all alone..... ill prolly cry some.... and watchs movies or sumthin...... sounds like fun huh?...... NOT........ i dont know what ill do if no one asks me to go with them...... i will be miserable tho...... i already have a dress and everything..... its black and the top is white with pinkish sequins and flowers..... its a speghetti strap.... iono...... i might where a different dress.... that is IF i go....... hmf...... i dont know..... i rele wanna go tho..... i hope somebody asks me....... : ( i dont think anybody is gunna ask me tho..... :::tear:::..... im too ugly.... who would wanna go to a dance and be seen with me anyways?...... i know if i was a guy then i wouldnt..... thas just me tho.... hopefully somebody out there likes me enuff to ask me to go to the dance wth them..... i hope so..... sorry im rambling.... its just that this dance means a lot to me..... and i rele wanna go.... but yea im gunna go now...... im not gunna get my hopes up about somebody askin me cuz i know that nobody will prolly ask me..... so..... im outie......
~~~Kayla~~~