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i feel sick and all i can think about is cole and how horrible i am and every second i just hope that he'll forgive me and call me. i just cant do anything when this kind of stuff happens because all i do is think about him. its just this horrible pain in my chest... i just cant concentrate at all and its just killing me... and its my fault and i would do anything to take it back........ im so sorry cole... i love you.