i have measured out my life in coffee spoons...
no one reads this anymore. i'm sick. again. goodnight.
PPS...the only thing between me and college is summer...ahh yes...college...new friends...perhaps a boyfriend...one whose last thoughts before sleep will be of me...one who will hold me and tell me i'm beautiful...but who will go away when i dont want him around...then again i'm tired of expectations...only lead to disappointments...so when it comes to college i feel like this ________________________ so i wont be let down.
PPS...the only thing between me and college is summer...ahh yes...college...new friends...perhaps a boyfriend...one whose last thoughts before sleep will be of me...one who will hold me and tell me i'm beautiful...but who will go away when i dont want him around...then again i'm tired of expectations...only lead to disappointments...so when it comes to college i feel like this ________________________ so i wont be let down.