Jan 02, 2004 18:47
so, i spent the night with natalie last night. great fun. we met up with people today at the mall and saw Cheaper by the Dozen. The movie was cute,
I talked to Jason today for the first time in awhile...and he helped me out. I guess sometimes all it takes is a long talk with someone.
Everything that happened still hurts, I miss him more than I've missed anyone in a really long time. Knowing it's mostly my fault why he isnt mine anymore, makes it hurt worse. I still care about him more than anything, and I like him a lot. But thats really not enough now. Seeing him today made it hurt worse also. Crying in front of him made me look silly. But god, I miss him,
Lovee