And she said, "Things are getting just a little too lovely".
Um, well everything..everything inside has just seemed to have gone..silent. Silence. Peace. Gone. I know something has changed inside me ( I guess you could say). It's just that something is different. I don't..well I mean, I'm not really sure of what the cause is..but I have a few ideas I guess. I'm not sure..in fact, I'm not sure of just about anything these days.
I hate faking these smiles. Making people believe I am living "the" life. It has gotten old, trying to make them think i live this life of perfection. I don't know. I mean, once again, I am incredibly grateful for what i have..it just..kind of seems like everything is fake. I put on a show. To make them all think that i live this lovely,lovely life. I don't know why i choose to try and make them think that, because, like I said earlier, I am not sure of too much these days.
Anyways..."them". I guess "them" are the majority of people in my life. (Friends, family, etc., etc.) I'm sure everyone experiences this feeling at some point during their life, and I suppose this is happening to me for the first, and probably not last, time right now.
People ask what's wrong sometimes though. I suppose that means my smiles aren't selling to the people who know me best. Heh. Well, I have to go tidy up my house. My mom demands. I guess I'll let her have her way. I'll probably write more later. <3.
I hate faking these smiles. Making people believe I am living "the" life. It has gotten old, trying to make them think i live this life of perfection. I don't know. I mean, once again, I am incredibly grateful for what i have..it just..kind of seems like everything is fake. I put on a show. To make them all think that i live this lovely,lovely life. I don't know why i choose to try and make them think that, because, like I said earlier, I am not sure of too much these days.
Anyways..."them". I guess "them" are the majority of people in my life. (Friends, family, etc., etc.) I'm sure everyone experiences this feeling at some point during their life, and I suppose this is happening to me for the first, and probably not last, time right now.
People ask what's wrong sometimes though. I suppose that means my smiles aren't selling to the people who know me best. Heh. Well, I have to go tidy up my house. My mom demands. I guess I'll let her have her way. I'll probably write more later. <3.