May 11, 2005 21:51
Ok...I didn't update yesterday but don't worry...nothing big happened.Today anyways was horrible..Well my shoes gave me a blister so I walked around all day during school with no shoes on...oh...yeah...after school..I told Justin to tell Zach I called him.Zach said Justin didn't tell him....Justin said he did.How do I believe?I do know one of them is lieing to me....and I don't know who or why.I was told today that Creig said Justin was going to try and kill Zach..Thats hard for me to believe but...still...I don't know...I also heard after Justin told Zach he was sorry for going off on him the next day he was talking shit again..What am I suppose to believe?The two people I trust more than anything..one is lieing to me.I don't know what I am suppose to do about all of this...I don't know how much more I can handle...and when I can't handle anymore...than what?