No more Drama... Or I thought?
Wow let me say... I'm slackin guys. I always bitch about how I never write in here. And I always say "Gosh its been awhile" well you know something? Jackie never makes any sense.. That's why i just started talking in third person. God I'm stupid LOL. Well let me start off by saying. My days since Monday haven't been so good... Well I always write about how I ditch school and I'm so cool cause I do it blah blah blah NO BULLSHIT. I'm not cool it wasn't cool cause Amp got caught. And grounded... for awhile. And now I'm beside myself... I never have anything to do with not being able to see him and talk to him on the phone. I'm so dependant. Someone slap me! Hahah. I fucked up by not going Monday I shouldn't have spoiled what was a great weekend. Cause I got to stay with him and shit that was fun. Saturday we stayed at Mitchells moms house. I got high as hell and ate Doritos which I hate when I'm not high. And laughed at Don Vito and Raab Himself on the Haggard movie. It was funny. We played Pictonary too. And I got stuck on the team for Homeschoolers with Jeannie and Justin. And jeannie kept making me laugh so hard cause she wouldn't even draw the picture she would just write down the word and me and justin would sit there like we were stumped like uhhh. Lol then before the time ran out we would say it. And the whole time Amp and Mitchell just though we were that damn good huh guys? Haha Jeannie and Justin "Oh it hurts to be this good." We should start a Pictonary League for the too good. Haha Anywho... I haven't been myself in the past couple days. Moping around depressed just isn't my style but that's what I've been doing. And thinking cause I'm by myself. Thinking of who really matters to me and who doesn't. Well... everyone matters but you get what I mean. I don't want to sound like a biggity bitch (thanks Mitchell) but I want to escape and get the hell out before I blow a fucking gasket. People aren't what they were. friends just aren't friends anymore. i have a selected number of people I trust and depend on. I don't want to try anymore. Fuck them. The people hate me too. So I don't give a shit. I'm so terrible to them and to everyone else. I don't want to even be around people except for one ( you know who you are) And I'm sure I bore everyone with your name that I replay over a million times in my head to occupy myself. And if right now I just have to live with the thought of you. Then it looks like I'm thinking. haha...Well honestly, I think I'm out to write some poetry rather than do my work. Keep it real
SKATE OR DIE BITCHES
"Time aint nothing but time its a verse with no rhyme when it all comes down to you change aint nothing but change just the faces and names you know we're gonna make it through I'll believe when you don't believe in anything I'm gonna hold you til your hurt is gone I'll be the shoulder that your leaning I'll be standing here for the next 100 years if it all should end tonight I'll know it was worth the fight we'll be standing here for the next 100 years I think I am losing my mind it all comes down to you and you know that its true after all we've been through that we'll somehow make it through. Stand by me I would gladly give up everything" -Bon Jovi (Next 100 years)