Til the stars don't shine
So another three days or some shit like that. Lets say I'm really up to speed in what I do. Wanna know something? I love making myself sound educated. When I'm really not. That's the glory of it all. Well anywho. I haven't been up to too much of anything. Just trippin on Vicodin pretty much everyday since Tuesday. And Amp was right by my side on that one. Although Justin and Jeannie tripped with me once. What fun...I think Justin plays mind games with Jeannie. And I'm getting quite tired of it. But they're just young and naive. I can't do much but try and prevent my sister of a heartbreak. She just won't listen. And it pisses me off. No doubt in my mind. He has to have somewhat of an attraction to her. and if not he's a dirty bastard like his brother. Mitchell is a cool kid. Don't get me wrong. But girls aren't exactly his area of expertise. I'm just stepping out alot lately. Seeing people and things for what they really are. I make no sense do I? I highly doubt it. But today it was the sweetest thing in the world. Well to me right now it was. Amp brought me an easter present. It made my day. And to be brutally honest, my dad made my day as well. He actually fucking complimented me. He told me that Amp was lucky to have someone like me cause I'm great. and I kinda froze for a minute. My dad never says anything like that to me. And it made me think for a minute like Holy shit I think my dad cared for a portion of my life or thats the way he made it sound. Oh well I wanna think that things are changed/changing, but I know my dad like the back of my hand and he'll pull something to piss me off like he always does. Pretty much the petty bullshit referring to how worthless I am, or how I'm gonna be a loser like my mom, or how I'm gonna fail/ dropout of highschool. Swell guy isn't he? Dude it smells like shit so fucking bad in my house I wanna puke. And I think Ashley and Joey are fucking on the couch or something along the lines of that. Ew yuck. But I'm out with a sore ass toothache or should I say gaping hole ache from where a tooth was? Nigga what
Skate or Die Bitches
"Your getting worse I swear it's its hard to prove you're an understatement your getting worse and I know you'll be calling calling calling me again" -New Found Glory (understatement)