when you look back on your wasted life and you don't see me
dear friends - -
hmm . . . i had a pretty bad week.
let me go through the ups and downs.
ups
♥called fratellis; they are hiring next week.
♥tragus = pierced.
♥helping brit pick out a prom dress saturday.
♥one week closer to ssbh.
♥sammi made me smile when i was sad.
♥going to see mean girls saturday with brit and mikei.
downs
- hardly saw/talked to luke.
- not happy anymore.
- long school days and a test filled week.
- karen's leaving tomorrow.
- extremely hot in my room.
- computer really sucking.
- heather and sara can't go to the mall.
- sammi works or is at her dads all weekend.
- the o.c. and real world weren't on.
- miss my daddy a whole lot
six pluses, and ten negitives, i know some are kind of weak but i just haven't been happy so those little things bother me. sorry to complain, but everyone need to vent a little.
my mommy gave me her wedding band, and it made me think about my dad. i miss him, even if he made my life crazy. after thinking about everything, i had a dream he actually called. when he called he told me he was okay and that he loved me and he told me happy birthday and merry christmas, and that he missed me too ; but then he hung up, i never knew those few word could mean so much, could make me so happy . . . but it was just a dream. it was hard to wake up and realize he's not okay, he doesn't love me and he wouldn't call to tell me those other things. i cried that morning and had a horrible day at school. i'm the kind of person who has a bad morning and just has the mind set that the day will just get worse - - it usually does.
but i mean, i have these weeks where i always take things the wrong way or i think too much about things. this is just one of those weeks, it'll get better. i will be happy again, once my dad get off my mind. ::sigh::
love always, *sarah amanda
hmm . . . i had a pretty bad week.
let me go through the ups and downs.
ups
♥called fratellis; they are hiring next week.
♥tragus = pierced.
♥helping brit pick out a prom dress saturday.
♥one week closer to ssbh.
♥sammi made me smile when i was sad.
♥going to see mean girls saturday with brit and mikei.
downs
- hardly saw/talked to luke.
- not happy anymore.
- long school days and a test filled week.
- karen's leaving tomorrow.
- extremely hot in my room.
- computer really sucking.
- heather and sara can't go to the mall.
- sammi works or is at her dads all weekend.
- the o.c. and real world weren't on.
- miss my daddy a whole lot
six pluses, and ten negitives, i know some are kind of weak but i just haven't been happy so those little things bother me. sorry to complain, but everyone need to vent a little.
my mommy gave me her wedding band, and it made me think about my dad. i miss him, even if he made my life crazy. after thinking about everything, i had a dream he actually called. when he called he told me he was okay and that he loved me and he told me happy birthday and merry christmas, and that he missed me too ; but then he hung up, i never knew those few word could mean so much, could make me so happy . . . but it was just a dream. it was hard to wake up and realize he's not okay, he doesn't love me and he wouldn't call to tell me those other things. i cried that morning and had a horrible day at school. i'm the kind of person who has a bad morning and just has the mind set that the day will just get worse - - it usually does.
but i mean, i have these weeks where i always take things the wrong way or i think too much about things. this is just one of those weeks, it'll get better. i will be happy again, once my dad get off my mind. ::sigh::
love always, *sarah amanda