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Yeah, havent updated in a while i dont think. I have finals soon so i need to study. and im gonna be off to egypt, and shaina is gonna be gone, and so much is just going on. i feel like a lot of stuff is just falling apart. My problem is that i look back, i look back to when everything was just going my way, and it was all good. and then shit started. I mean hey, i cant complain, I've got it better than others do. It's just hard, especially since i dont talk to anyone about stuff that bothers me. i just write in this as if im talking to myself, which i probably am since i dont expect anyone to read this anyway. I just feel sort of alone, like im in this alone. and things havent exactly been going my way, or the greatest with the people im closest to.