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Yeah...just sitting around. It's kinda late and I should go to bed. I've had a raging headache all day and I have to get up early. I really miss Alex. He called me from work and a Quincy party and I got to talk to some of his friends. I just wished so much that I could be there with him. I immedietly put on Taking Back sunday and danced around to it in my room, cause thats what he had playing in his car. I'm really quite happy actually, but I keep getting this feeling like I'm losing control of my life, like im on the outside looking in. If that makes any sense at all. I guess this update was rather pointless, but I just felt the need to get a few words out there and off my chest before going to bed. Missing Alex has just been weighing on my conscience all day. He came to my field hockey game this morning, which was so unbelievably nice of him, I couldn't believe he woke up and drove down here to see me play for 40 minutes. (we lost but lets not talk about that).
I think this night calls for an all night cd-listening marathon. Fuck sleep.