i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired...
im so tired of this... tired of everything backfiring on me and me still not caring...
living with no motivation inside glass cage with nothing but a wheel to run inside of...
and still... no motivation
i see you glaring at my direction
but you're so blind that you dont notice me smiling
at the simple fact that you even noticed me...
is this love, heartache, or just a lost cause
cause im feeling the love and the heartache
but you're feeling the lost cause pause
you seem fine without me...
so im back to writing this life-based-storybook on my own
I can't wake up to these reminders of who I am:
A failure at everything... 19 going on extinct.
I know my place
it's nowhere you should roam.
living with no motivation inside glass cage with nothing but a wheel to run inside of...
and still... no motivation
i see you glaring at my direction
but you're so blind that you dont notice me smiling
at the simple fact that you even noticed me...
is this love, heartache, or just a lost cause
cause im feeling the love and the heartache
but you're feeling the lost cause pause
you seem fine without me...
so im back to writing this life-based-storybook on my own
I can't wake up to these reminders of who I am:
A failure at everything... 19 going on extinct.
I know my place
it's nowhere you should roam.