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So, graduation was today...
I actually almost started crying during the ceremony, but I made myself stop. It was really just so emotional...
Like, I'm really happy for all of them, but I have so many friends that graduated, and they'll be gone next year.
Afterwards, I went around to different parties with some friends, and I really just wanted to be all happy and stuff but I was just kind of down, thinking about them all leaving.
And right after the ceremony, we were all outside the building talking and stuff, and I saw one of my old teachers, who moved a few years ago.. I really wish I could have had the chance to talk to her- she was one of my favorite teachers, and I haven't seen her for a really long time. I was really really regretting not going up and saying hi.
Would it be weird if I sent her a letter? I just want to see what she's been doing, you know?
There's no school tomorrow, but starting on Tuesday we have finals... I'm not too worried about them, but I can't help but get a little nervous. My mom puts so much pressure on me to have straight A's, and I don't want to ruim my GPA because I screwed up on one test.
Oh yeah, and I got confirmed yesterday O_o It was just weird. We asked a couple of our close friends to come, and then there was my mom and dad, and step-parents... I also asked my friend Summer to come, because I knew she'd make it a little more fun. It lasted like 15 minutes, and I had to say like 4 things, and then it was done. I think it was a waste of time, really. What does it matter if I publicly "confirm" my faith, and become part of my church? It's not like it's going to change my life.
House finale on Tuesday ^_^
EDIT: I SAW THE FIRST PART OF BLEAK HOUSE LAST NIGHT. IT WAS SO GOOD. I'M GOING TO GO WATCH #2 RIGHT NOW, EVEN IF I WON'T BE ABLE TO FINISH IT ALL TONIGHT
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I actually almost started crying during the ceremony, but I made myself stop. It was really just so emotional...
Like, I'm really happy for all of them, but I have so many friends that graduated, and they'll be gone next year.
Afterwards, I went around to different parties with some friends, and I really just wanted to be all happy and stuff but I was just kind of down, thinking about them all leaving.
And right after the ceremony, we were all outside the building talking and stuff, and I saw one of my old teachers, who moved a few years ago.. I really wish I could have had the chance to talk to her- she was one of my favorite teachers, and I haven't seen her for a really long time. I was really really regretting not going up and saying hi.
Would it be weird if I sent her a letter? I just want to see what she's been doing, you know?
There's no school tomorrow, but starting on Tuesday we have finals... I'm not too worried about them, but I can't help but get a little nervous. My mom puts so much pressure on me to have straight A's, and I don't want to ruim my GPA because I screwed up on one test.
Oh yeah, and I got confirmed yesterday O_o It was just weird. We asked a couple of our close friends to come, and then there was my mom and dad, and step-parents... I also asked my friend Summer to come, because I knew she'd make it a little more fun. It lasted like 15 minutes, and I had to say like 4 things, and then it was done. I think it was a waste of time, really. What does it matter if I publicly "confirm" my faith, and become part of my church? It's not like it's going to change my life.
House finale on Tuesday ^_^
EDIT: I SAW THE FIRST PART OF BLEAK HOUSE LAST NIGHT. IT WAS SO GOOD. I'M GOING TO GO WATCH #2 RIGHT NOW, EVEN IF I WON'T BE ABLE TO FINISH IT ALL TONIGHT
ALDKFJALDJFALDFJ GILLIANNNNNN