Dec 11, 2009 23:59
this will be long but it will be a look in to what it is to be me
i often think about song's like dont stop believin by journey
and wonder what would i be like if that had been me kinda like this nostaljik mellomcolie
-is that spelled ok- and i wonder about the days to come and i wonder if just maby they may be more to what i had dreamed of for so lone and to day was a wonderfull day it was all that chistmas should have been i was gifted with sight with wormthe with spirit with frinds and good cheer eben though the early comeing it is lone lasting and i wonder just how much longer i or any one will have for a long time it feels like the wonder of are being is falling and i cant think of any resion we should let it. it must be definded by at leat one man at atime that there should all was be a reminder to the free thinking of are founding fathers and it is a tagity when man let the bold fall down to the mud. am i realy that much of a ratical to think we need rto stop to heal to learn to understand are reality we are going so fats and it can only end in are desint to ruin am i the only one that sees the enabeitable close to this play. the choris is trajik one must only open and ear to the cry for salvation will one truly rize up in protis and say screem un-fair un-fair my fist your stick i want a good fair understanding world but i can not say that i see that being the finaland still all i want is to run a on-profet tea shop traviling areout the country i just want to travil and drink tea and debate and convers with my fellow human's to learn and grow as a one to help the whole-is that right- but i fear that to soon i shall have to take up fist and fight tooth and nail to the end and i fear that man kind will end its self befor it can change for the better the one as the whole as it was not so long ago and is only 300 if that many we have taken the best idea and perverting it so that we find consulte if mutation
you all know mw in one way or anothe and know me to be ernis and sincer to a falt
and want nothing more than to be a hummble tea seller to the massis for the one to the meany
i will endever ot help in all sinceraty
and in this i wish only to know that im not the only one that has fell asleep to a troble-some sleep
is this not based in logic and resion-the spellinh not so sure.. in fact ever think about the wors"sure" sounds like it should be spelled sher an H a bloody H i teel you- sorry that realy urks me..
the world just looks so bleek and help-less lost hungry orphen child starveing on its own flesh and in the end i feel even the ack's of man and fath will fall to diar intent-?- and still all i want it a bloody tea party with friends in deep-wood salem oregon and alas i feel that is still long off and even so i may be absent from here by that time if it comes at all
and in conclusion i wish to say to my friends that i have and all ways hope the best for you each and every one and i want nothing but the world to you each and every one
and any thing i do i do for you all in one way or another that is truly the best i have to give
and now i say good by
Sinerly Isaac H Cook