sick and sick of most things.
im not so nice to most people today.or the past couple days. mostly because im sick and just extremely annoyed and upset with certain people. you dont have to be in love all the time, i just wish other people knew that. i mean love is great and all but only when its real.im sick of living in someones shadow, where i dont exist im only someones friend, and no one ever seems to care what is goin on with me,im not going to appologize anymore just to make things better. im turning over a new leaf, even though the old leaf will be right underneath it ill kick that one outta the way. my life may not be so eventful,exciting, or a bit intresting but that doesnt mean i have to put it to the side and just talk about everyone elses as though i dont have one. why should i be considerate anymore? i ask about people show intrest but theres none in return for me,you may see me as a bitch well to damn bad.im sick of being pushed around and looked over,ignored if you will.i dont think there is more then 1 or 2 people who really know ME. they only know what they see and dont bother to ask what i dont tell them. its like no one really wants to know whats inside like i really dont matter. well if i dont matter, why the hell should you? im sick of being upset.my family seems thrown off course when im at home and i supposedly dont care about anyone,im so on the verge of becoming this total rebelious person who doesnt care about much and what anyone has to say...everyone seems to view me like that already so whats gonna change really? thats my rant for the day. updated for ppl to see. lovely day to you too.