Apr 20, 2004 22:12
1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER ~ The Girl Nextdoor
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW ~ "how to successfully fuck off"
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? ~ One that requires tons of thought, like trivial pursuit.
4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE ~ none.
5. FAVORITE SMELLS ~ Night blooming jasmine.
6. COMFORT FOOD ~ Cigarettes. mmm breakfast of champions.
7. FAVORITE SOUNDS ~ His voice.
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD ~ Being alone and trying so hard to just be friends, when it kills me.
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING ~ ... I'm sleeping forever today.
10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE ~ I don't play favorites.
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME ~ Aidan, Damien, Autumn, and Lissette.
12. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD..." ~ Purchase 88 mini corndogs, clown car, leaf blower, chainsaw, and a new heart for my heart transplant.
13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST ~ too fast.
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL ~ Yes. I used to sleep with Robbie, but he grew up and flew from the nest, now I sleep with my Puffie duck.
15. STORMS-COOL OR SCARY ~ They're lovely.
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR ~ 88 BMW 535is
17. FAVORITE DRINK ~ Cherry Coke + Dr Pepper.
18. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD..." ~ Fuck off, but then again, I DO have time.
19. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI ~ Eff Broccoli.
20. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE ~ I'm happy with having black hair.
21.HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN ~ 5
22. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR FULL ~ ... The glass is cracked.
23 FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH ~ Hockey
24. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS ~ Amy, hello ma'am! I always have such a jolly time fucking off with you, even though we're both miserable as fuck we still have fun together. I <3 you son.
25. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED ~ A monster, a few boxes, and some moldy pizza crust.
26. TOILET PAPER OVER OR UNDER ~ As long as it's there, I don't really care.
27. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT ~ No. I believe in HELLO :this is me jingling your balls: my name is Vanessa.
28. HOW MANY TRUE FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE ~ 2 or 3.
last cigarette: an hour ago.
last good cry: along with my cigarette.
last cuss word uttered: "fuck" i'm sure.
last beverage drank: dr pepper.
last food consumed: pizza.
last crush: I wouldn't call it a "crush" either. Lester.
last phone call: My dad.
last tv show watched: I want a famous face.
last time showered: today.
last shoes worn: my black volatile platform running shoes. hahahahahah.
last cd played: smashing pumpkins - melancholy and the infinite sadness.
last item bought: a red lighter.
last downloaded: something by watashi wa
last annoyance: HA! do I even need to say anything?
last disappointment: today
last soda drank: still drinking it.
last thing written: it.
last key used: car keys.
last word spoken: keys.
last sleep: eh. i woke up at 10' today.
last IM: Amy.
last weird encounter: are we talking like and E.T. encounter?
last ice cream eaten: last night.
last time amused: today.
last time wanting to die: HA.
last time in love: forever unchanging.
last time hugged: today, after amy helped herself and myself to a lovely choker.
last time scolded: yesterday, my parents were shitting everywhere.
last time resentful: today.
last underwear worn: black
last bra worn: black
last shirt worn: a black one with man made holes too.
last time dancing: eff dancing.
last show attended: HAHAHA the converge show a few months back
last webpage visited: myspace - fuckin whorespace. i hate it. agh!!
1 MINUTE AGO: i was fucking off.
1 HOUR AGO: enojoying a nice cigarette.
1 DAY AGO: i was real excited and amy & i fucked off for quite some time.
I HURT: myself.
I LOVE: *yes* + robbie.
I FEAR: being alone
I HOPE: he'll see me the way he used to.
I FEEL: weak
I HIDE: under the covers at night.
I DRIVE: into curbs, nearly killing friends and myself.
I MISS: him.
I LEARNED: that i'm the only person that has utterly destroyed my life.
I NEED: love.
I THINK: i need to stop thinking.
current mood: gloomy
current music: silence
current taste: dr pepper and cigarette
current hair: a mess
current annoyance: no comment.
current smell: night blooming jasmine
current thing i should be doing: sleeping
current desktop picture: "the scream" - edvard munch
current refreshment: death... mmmm.
current worry: mon tresor.
1. What do you most like about your body? i've got a sweet ass, that's about it.
2. And least? my shnoz
3. How many fillings do you have? 3
4. Do you think you're good looking? i'm decent.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? occasionally.
6. Do you look like any celebrities? i've been told i look like rachael leigh cook and sandra bullock, but i dont see it.
A - Act your age - 17.
B - Breast size - 34 a
C - Chore you hate - making my bed, so i dont.
D - Dads name - alex. he shits like a bear in the woods.
E - Essential make up item - black eyeliner + lipgloss.
F - Favorite actresses and actors - john cusack + famke jannsen
G - Gold or silver - silver
H - Hometown - glendale, ca.
I - Instruments you play - the kazoo... like it's no one's business.
J - Job title - fucking off..
K - Kids - no
L - Living arrangements - in my pants.
M - Mum's name - sheri
N - Number of people you've slept with - that's none of your god damn business, and i'd like you to stay out of my personal life.
O - Overnight hospital stays - no.
P - Phobia - creepy crawly bugs.
Q - Quote you like - "pray that you may find something to live for, great enough to die for." - hammarskjold
R - Religious affiliation - i'll drink the kool-aid first
S - Siblings - 2 younger brothers
T - Time you wake up? - i hope never
U - Unique habit - i have none
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - all of them
W - Worst habit - smoking and biting my nails
X - X-rays you've had - a few
Y - Yummy food you make - chicken parmesan
Z - Zodiac Sign - virgo