It's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut...
Hey guys :)
I need to cheer myself up because I've been feeling really out of it and shit lately.
Sooooo....
It's time for a spam of all things David Desrosiers ;)
First, some pictures of the Slut:
He's so fucking beautiful :'3
Ugh I love him so much. I'm seriously smiling like a fucking DORK right now, looking at him and thinking about him. I feel so much better than I have in a few days now...he's my soul mate, I tell ya. My insane, A.D.D., adorable bassist of a soul mate. :'D
I love him more than my own life x'D <3
I was going to post some videos of this darling man who I wish was mine right now...but...I think I'm just going to leave it at that and go watch videos of him while I download music. Or maybe I'll watch a movie...eh, I'll leave the movie until tomorrow night maybe.
I haven't played bass all day...tomorrow mom's going to be gone from nine am until at least noon, I think. So my morning's gonna be: wake up, put laundry in the washer, put my music up as loud as I can to drown out my thoughts, do dishes, give the kitchen floor a quick sweep and washing, maybe eat somewhere in there, and then bring the amp and bass downstairs and JAM. I need to learn more songs and write some more bass riffs before next Wednesday. And I think I just need to relax and play bass for a while and be by myself and straighten my mind out before I drive myself insane and do anything else I'll end up regretting, as I've been doing a lot of lately.
I hope Holly and Mollie have the best time in the world during the next couple days together. They deserve it and I'm so glad they get time together :) If either of you reads this, I wanna say I love you both so much. I'll always be here for both of you no matter what. I'm sorry the phone call didn't work out as well as I'd hoped it would, but I'm glad you're having fun, and I know you'll have a total blast this week :) <3
Xxx
-Christie.
I need to cheer myself up because I've been feeling really out of it and shit lately.
Sooooo....
It's time for a spam of all things David Desrosiers ;)
First, some pictures of the Slut:
He's so fucking beautiful :'3
Ugh I love him so much. I'm seriously smiling like a fucking DORK right now, looking at him and thinking about him. I feel so much better than I have in a few days now...he's my soul mate, I tell ya. My insane, A.D.D., adorable bassist of a soul mate. :'D
I love him more than my own life x'D <3
I was going to post some videos of this darling man who I wish was mine right now...but...I think I'm just going to leave it at that and go watch videos of him while I download music. Or maybe I'll watch a movie...eh, I'll leave the movie until tomorrow night maybe.
I haven't played bass all day...tomorrow mom's going to be gone from nine am until at least noon, I think. So my morning's gonna be: wake up, put laundry in the washer, put my music up as loud as I can to drown out my thoughts, do dishes, give the kitchen floor a quick sweep and washing, maybe eat somewhere in there, and then bring the amp and bass downstairs and JAM. I need to learn more songs and write some more bass riffs before next Wednesday. And I think I just need to relax and play bass for a while and be by myself and straighten my mind out before I drive myself insane and do anything else I'll end up regretting, as I've been doing a lot of lately.
I hope Holly and Mollie have the best time in the world during the next couple days together. They deserve it and I'm so glad they get time together :) If either of you reads this, I wanna say I love you both so much. I'll always be here for both of you no matter what. I'm sorry the phone call didn't work out as well as I'd hoped it would, but I'm glad you're having fun, and I know you'll have a total blast this week :) <3
Xxx
-Christie.