-*I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions*-
I'm going crazy in my house. All I can do to not lose it is to tell myself that I'll be gone in less than a year. God, I can't even begin to explain how much I need this trip to Arizona this month to just forget about everything here and spend time with jaQ, Aunt Robin, and Uncle Dave. OH MY FUCKING GOD I CAN NOT WAIT. I love being with jaQ. I don't have to worry about a fucking thing. I can cut loose and do whatever and say whatever the hell I want. We're so much alike it's disgusting. But I love it. I can't wait to get away. 19 days is too far away.