Usually never like this... rawr

[xevilbloopx]

im NEVER like this
and then when it happens
it hits me HARD..
im not that upset but im getting there..
theres some shit that happened today..
and its been happening.. its been
building up and i hate it.. im tryin
to deal with it the best i can
havent cried... nothing..
stayed strong.. happy..
act like nothing is wrong.. not pretending.
being truly happy... just dealing with the problem..
of course im not gonna tell anyone whats
going on i just need to idk get it out..
the fact that im upset.. i guess
its just a way of telling myself
that its possible that I can be upset.
never thought it was.. lol.. guess i was wrong..
well im good im not gonna do anything
not gonna cry... just idk ... heh..
still happy...blah i have no clue.. forget
this entry even existed..