Don't Apologize

Nov 28, 2003 23:37

I realize that I apologize for things I shouldn't. I shouldn't have called Jamie a couple weeks ago (*the night of the lunar eclipse*) to apologize for "whatever I did to make you hate me".
Which was nothing.
I don't like to apologize for going just five over the speed limit. Or apologizing for accidentally bumping someone gently in the hallway with my shoulder.
I hate being as nice as I am.
*after sending him my pics*
guy: very nice
me: pssh, I wish
guy: i would bang ya
me: haha
guy: no i would
me: eh, if only some of the guys here had that opinion
guy: they dont like you?
me: well, one, I tend to be a bitch, and its not that they don't like me, its that either A) I dated their friend or B) they think of me as a little sister
guy: or C ) you as a future pornstar
me: haha

Good laugh for me.

Every single entry is just a waste of energy it seems. A good story to weave, but ultimately a downward spiral. Explains why no one will date me. I'm a fucking clingy bitch.

Woohoo! Go me! Gotta love the clingy bitches.
Or maybe I scare them off. Really, the only guy I can get a date with is my "brother" (Alex). We went and saw "The Cat In The Hat" because I asked him to.

It saddens me...

Maybe instead of a trinket from Barbados, Lizz should bring me a boyfriend.
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