I still stare at the sky, pray for rain all the time...

Nov 22, 2003 20:17



Sadist

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Sickly kid. Amii was here earlier and I took my temperature and it was 100.3...

Needless to say Amii went maternal and told me to get into bed and she'd be fine. So I took a two hour nap and got up because Daniela called me. I think she wanted to spend the night but after I told her that I was feeling shitty and that I had a temperature she didn't ask.

I wish I felt alittle better. I wanted to do a layout for here (*an image or something*) but I'm feeling abit too lazy to try and learn. Maybe I'll make the image and just mess around with it. I dunno.

All I know is that I don't need people's drama. I have my own. My great grandfather is sick in the hospital hallucinating. He's 89 and in the past 10 years he's had two heart attacks, he can barely walk. He was put in the hospital last month and taken back out again. Well, this past week he was put back in the hospital for hallucinations. He is so sick...
I just want to cry. I know I know, the big strong tough bitch has a soft side. Imagine that.
He doesn't get to come home for Thanksgiving, and I honestly don't think he's going to make it to Christmas.

Is it horrible to wish for him to die?

I just don't want him to hurt anymore...
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