May 16, 2004 02:33
I just got back from Austin, from seeing my favorite person :). The road back in the middle of the night can feel like forever when youre alone. But, it was fun, even if it was just for the day. I got my ass out of bed at 10 to get there faster and see her. It was worth it of course. We went to the mall because im DYING for new clothes, i have none. I'm so fucking broke, but oh well. I bought her this little jacket, oh its cute, she had to have it. I'm a cheap ass, but she did look fucking cute in it. They have this "Build A Bear" place there, its cool. You take the "skin" of a bear and fill it, and even put one of those "squeeze me" things in it that say what you want it to say. They fill it right in front of you. Its a money trap, but oh well its nice. Shes so fun, she made me try on TONS of clothes, i felt like my mom was shopping with me haha. But its okay, cause shes cool. Then we went to her house, watched Mission to mars, and then the karate kid haha. Then i went home. But, something thats been bothering me came up today, theories on space. It has to end, theres no fucking way it goes on forever, there is no real forever in my opinion. Everything that starts, ends. And if space does end, then what is outside of space?!?!? Goddamnit, im so lost about this. She had some theory about how where nothing but microscopic things on something very huge (almost like the ending of MIB). That could make sense. I'm sure we'll never truely know, and i hate not knowing. Once im old and about to die i want to be thrown into a shuttle and shot as far out as i can go in hopes of living long enough to find the end. It wont happen, but that would be one hell of a death trip. Watching the rings of saturn while im crashing into a star ahhhhh ahhah. No im not on drugs, just very very tired and baffled. I'm going to find out one day, you watch. When you're all still wasting time on this planet ill find the end of space!
Okay...on that note, its bedtime im talking like some crazy star wars nerdfuck.