a conversation i just had with myself

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there's nothing you can do now.
she's gone, and you're left kicking yourself all over again.
she's happy now without you.
arent you happy for her?
yes, i'm happy for her.
of course i am.
i just wish i hadnt made such a hasty and flat out stupid move.
i wish there was a way to turn back time and take back everything i said.
well, there's not, so you have to just live with the decisions you've made...even if they are the biggest mistakes of your life.