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i cant sit here and dwell on the past.
well, i could, but it really wouldnt be healthy for me.
because i can sit here and beat myself up over everything thats happened,
and have a "woe is me" attitude about it.
but i wont.
i refuse to.
yes, i'm looking to move on already.
because, like i said, i cant let myself sit here and be all depressed.
no matter how much i want to be.
i cant be.
the funny thing is that there's no place to move on to.
i find that ironic.
and somehow fitting.
so, in summary, i hate my life all over again.
i'm right back to where i was before.
well, i could, but it really wouldnt be healthy for me.
because i can sit here and beat myself up over everything thats happened,
and have a "woe is me" attitude about it.
but i wont.
i refuse to.
yes, i'm looking to move on already.
because, like i said, i cant let myself sit here and be all depressed.
no matter how much i want to be.
i cant be.
the funny thing is that there's no place to move on to.
i find that ironic.
and somehow fitting.
so, in summary, i hate my life all over again.
i'm right back to where i was before.