i'm coming to lj because it's the only person that listens.
my mind is still racing, and i'm still tired of worrying.
i love this girl. i love everything about when we're together. but it's hard to keep a lot of this in mind when i'm hearing about how she's going out just about everynight. and when i'm getting messages from her friends telling me how she's evidently been missing in bellevue for a few days, and if i hear from her, to call them. i'm just tired of falling asleep with my head full of worries. however, do not get me wrong, i do love her. which is what has made the last week such a confusing and troublesome week. i feel like there's a lot of stuff going on that i never hear about....mainly because we rarely ever talk anymore (or at least i like to think that's the reason).
basically, i love a girl i feel like i dont even know anymore.
and thats a strange feeling.
i love this girl. i love everything about when we're together. but it's hard to keep a lot of this in mind when i'm hearing about how she's going out just about everynight. and when i'm getting messages from her friends telling me how she's evidently been missing in bellevue for a few days, and if i hear from her, to call them. i'm just tired of falling asleep with my head full of worries. however, do not get me wrong, i do love her. which is what has made the last week such a confusing and troublesome week. i feel like there's a lot of stuff going on that i never hear about....mainly because we rarely ever talk anymore (or at least i like to think that's the reason).
basically, i love a girl i feel like i dont even know anymore.
and thats a strange feeling.