.two. Its all coming back to me now

[xeudorax]

I remembered today why i took a break from livejournal.

I wanted to keep everyone posted but i'm not sure now.
.2.

.melis.

Comments

Re: Don't act all innocent

[anonymous]

Fuck you whoever that was...she does have fucking friends, and it will last long because unlike everyone else, most people who are truly friends dont end their friendships that easily. She's my fucking best friend and she always will be so everyone just needs to stop. It was me, okay, i'll admit it, i started this whole fucking thing and everyone needs to calm down because its a livejournal and a joke. So im sorry that everyone got so overly sensitive, but if you all wanna hate me and everyone else you can go right ahead because i cant deal with this bullshit. Forget any of it ever happened...this wasnt an invitation for a public fight between shaun and amelia, or anyone else. I'm sorry but everyone needs to realize that it wasnt serious, and anyone that commented after the original JOKE comment was just KIDDING as well. So with this, can it be over...amelia didnt do shit to begin with so stop blaming her and stop bringing up the past that has nothing to do with anything. And by the way, shaun, i dont wanna make this a big public fight between us, but you're saying that her friendships wont last long...im sorry, was it my imagination or did you throw away our friendship a number of times for no reason known to me? talk about keeping friends.

once again, im sorry this got so out of hand, and now i would like to be done with it.

~Allie

Re: Don't act all innocent

[anonymous]

p.s...im not trying to start another huge fight or anything especially on this fucking livejournal, so shaun, or anyone else if you want to talk about this or anything with me, just im me and lets deal with it, because this is out of hand like reading all of these comments i seriously cant believe how seriously some people took this and how you dont realize that obviously it was a joke, and i did mean some of it, i only posted like 3 things, but i did write the first one because honestly, im gonna be honest, i was pissed off shaun that you were all of a sudden like best friends with melissa because im not gonna lie, it sometimes makes me mad that we arent friends anymore and that i dont know why, so i was mad that you would randomly be so close with her when you were never as close with her as you were with me, and so i posted the thing, not to really get anyone mad or upset, but just cuz i was confused and pissed off i guess, and im an idiot and i dunno why i did it...but thats it, everyone just needs to know that it wasnt fuckign amelia who started it so theres no reason to start saying really mean and not true and personal things about someone, who once was all of your best friends,...because lets face it, and im just gonna get all of this out right here because it seems like the thing to do cuz everyones doing it...we all used to be best friends, and now we arent, and im not gonna go blaming anyone, because its everyones faults, but people change, and you cant deny that...but for whatever reason we're not best friends anymore, and it sucks and its sad, but amelia is the only person that i can still honestly call my best friend, and i dont want everyone to blame her and say thigns that arent true when its my fault, because if you wanna start i have plenty to say about each and everyone one of you and your friends, but im not going to do that, because its not worth it, and we all are at school and we're still friends enough that we talk and keep in touch, so we just need to keep it that way and not have all this drama when we arent even living in the same town or even state anymore, cuz its not worth the stress, and im sure its not worth it to you either. So thats it.

~Allie~

Re: Don't act all innocent

[anonymous]

and melissa, dont erase all of these please, at least not the ones i wrote because everyone needs to just know all of that and know that its over and not a big deal anymore. Thanks.

~allie again~