Its 8:35 and i need to get started.
We had our 1st basketball game today... we won! Then rushed to dance for an hour and a half- now i'm home, have to finish writing one last college essay but i really don't want to be sitting here at all. I want to be with him. I get so frustrated when i think i have no time, i rush from one place to the next without any time in between and all this gives me a headache. I start to wonder wheather or not i should be doing all of this, at times i really don't want to be at cheerleading anymore and same with dance. I feel like i've taken on to much sometimes and i just need some time to relax- and be clam, where i don't have to worry about anything... college, christmas gifts, pleasing everyone, cheerleading and dance. I know i shouldn't have to worry about pleasing everyone but i have alot of people that i want to make happy and don't want to let anyone down.