i donno i really dont
today was kind of a day of remmeberence for me all i have been doing is thinking abt my past... some good... some bad... some half decent.. same pretty bad... some really old stuff... stuff from last week... and i also thought abt how much i have going on and if i will be able to take it... i honestly dont kno... then i also got thinking of PMEA and NEP... and how many new ppl i have met... i think we have actually become decent friends some of us.. and if not wow everyone is amazing at acting lol... but i honestly dont know anymore... i have just been kinda sitting back and whatching myself come up with new ways to do everything and still find time to sleep and talk to friends and like just screw around... i donno sometimes i wonder also if my friends really do like me... or if its one of things that they just deal with me or can handle me in small doses... i donno i really dont....