depressededded
for some reason i have be depressed all day and i dont know why but the only thing actually made me happy was my friend nickie she kinda made my day by staying at work with me for no reason and made me laugh all day and i kind feel good that she stayed with me and it was nice.... but im depressed once more again and i hate that i cant get rid of this feeling that over powers my life and it hurts to feel like this and i dont wanna hurt any ones feelings today but i dont feel myself at all. sometimes i wonder if this is always gonna trouble my life for the rest of the time im on this planet. i dont feel i can share all my emotions with everyone becuz i dont think they understand me . i feel like a carry a big facade in my pocket just so every one can see what i would like to be in klife i try and try and try but i dont know how much i can handle myself but life goes one someday ill be okay :-(