Reminesce~
You know, I've been sitting here thinking. I'm in a pretty good mood, and I've just been remembering all sorts of things from a long time ago. And I've come to realize, sometimes the past is just as important as the present, or the future.
I'm sitting here thinking about a lot of people from my past, and present I suppose. But there are so many good memories that I have with people that I don't even talk to anymore, some people that I basically hate now, some people that hate -me- now, but still, at some point in the past I've had some sort of happy memory with lots of people.
If you read my lj at all, you might notice that Aki basically hates me, and rightfully so, I guess. But still, I'll find myself thinking about her from time to time, just because of all the good times that we had once. And not just Aki, but my other friends from the past, people I haven't seen in years, people that I'd rather not talk to anymore, etc.
But, still, regardless of where I currently stand with people, I've been lucky and had a lot of really good times with a lot of people that at some point in time I considered a friend.
I guess the point is, friendship is a very fragile thing, and its sad to see that after one bad experience, people can just forget all of the wondeful times that came before.
In some ways, I still love both of my Judy, and Aki. There were too many good things that I can't just forget even if I wanted to. And, I think, its just pointless for people to throw away what's good from the past just so they can ignore the present. Because, the past may one day be all that you have left, you know?
^_^ Happy memories make a happy Xes :3
--X'estrix
Remember the Clouds
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Remember the clouds,
On that cool Autumn day.
Remember how you felt?
That sense of freedom,
That only you and I share?
I want to remember days like those.
When, even out in the pouring rain,
We can smile and tell eachother
"I love you."
I want there to be an eternity,
an eternity of those days.
When the feeling of the wind,
Just the thought of it is enough
To make us smile.
Sharing a gentle sunset together,
Just watching the sun melt into the earth.
My breath, and yours, life.
Just, being, and being with you.
The beating of your heart, your beauty,
I could become lost in it.
Just look at the sky, I'm there,
and I can see you too, and I smile.
We can meet eachother here, always,
no matter how far apart.
Remember? Remember how much I love you?
Just, remember the clouds.
I'm sitting here thinking about a lot of people from my past, and present I suppose. But there are so many good memories that I have with people that I don't even talk to anymore, some people that I basically hate now, some people that hate -me- now, but still, at some point in the past I've had some sort of happy memory with lots of people.
If you read my lj at all, you might notice that Aki basically hates me, and rightfully so, I guess. But still, I'll find myself thinking about her from time to time, just because of all the good times that we had once. And not just Aki, but my other friends from the past, people I haven't seen in years, people that I'd rather not talk to anymore, etc.
But, still, regardless of where I currently stand with people, I've been lucky and had a lot of really good times with a lot of people that at some point in time I considered a friend.
I guess the point is, friendship is a very fragile thing, and its sad to see that after one bad experience, people can just forget all of the wondeful times that came before.
In some ways, I still love both of my Judy, and Aki. There were too many good things that I can't just forget even if I wanted to. And, I think, its just pointless for people to throw away what's good from the past just so they can ignore the present. Because, the past may one day be all that you have left, you know?
^_^ Happy memories make a happy Xes :3
--X'estrix
Remember the Clouds
-------------------
Remember the clouds,
On that cool Autumn day.
Remember how you felt?
That sense of freedom,
That only you and I share?
I want to remember days like those.
When, even out in the pouring rain,
We can smile and tell eachother
"I love you."
I want there to be an eternity,
an eternity of those days.
When the feeling of the wind,
Just the thought of it is enough
To make us smile.
Sharing a gentle sunset together,
Just watching the sun melt into the earth.
My breath, and yours, life.
Just, being, and being with you.
The beating of your heart, your beauty,
I could become lost in it.
Just look at the sky, I'm there,
and I can see you too, and I smile.
We can meet eachother here, always,
no matter how far apart.
Remember? Remember how much I love you?
Just, remember the clouds.