Nov 25, 2004 23:02
I Woke Up This Morning about 8 or 9 and Sat in my bed Thinking.. Thinking of How It used to be.. I thought about it and it mad me sad. I miss it.. but i cant go back to it.. im Done For Good.. =/. Newayz i got Out Of Bed And Looked in the mirror and looked hard into it.. I looked at my eyes in the reflection and i started to Cry. I stared at myself thinking what even fucking started it. Fuck!!! i Got on The Computer And talked To A few People...And Had a good convosation With Someone.. hehehe! made Me feel Better. I want to See you So Bad!! but Cant Get Out of This Fucking House Because i Have No Ride! Fuck! So Newayz I Get To Straighting My Hair and Do My Make up and get Ready to go.. So we Leave and Go To My Cousins House.. And I Walk In With my Head Held High.. I say hi To everyoneAnd sit on the couch! Smells Like Turkey!! Yay! So I go on the couch and think Once again.. Wow Lots of fucking Thinking Today!! lol. >
Newayz So im Sitting there and Rachel Walks In and she sits and we talk.. It was cool. so Justin Cums in and we all say hi and talk for a while.. so i go outside and were smoking a cig and I guess my Uncle saw me Smoking.. and now is going to tell my mom.. im so fucked dude. this sux so bad!!! =/. im going to be grounded for liferz!! ehhh... W/e.. I'll just Denie it. lol. Good plan! So we all say Bye and now im home doing nothing!! ehh! U better call me Byatch! lol. I wana See you so you better stop By! U know Who iM talking about loser! lol. <33
<>Okay This Bull Shitness With Sam And Thomas!! im DONE!! im fucking not going to help either one With anything because im not getting in the middle!!kaylee you can but im not going to! im Seriously So Sick of this! Drama Drama! with eveyone! Im sick Of It!! Im hungry because i didnt eat Anything Nothing At Dinner! i know a Little bit of Turkey thats it. Omgosh! wow! lol. And i had Coffie So im Like Wide awake! lol. Sooo im going to get Food... Late..
<333 Always Tay Tay