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Hey wow nobody updates anymore or looks at these so i guess ill just write for pleasure! Well my life has been blooming since my days of Albert. All i can say is not bad things but what a true blessing it was to have him as a boyfriend because now i know what i need and who i should be looking for. So if you read this don't take it offensivly you will probably say i don't give a shit about what you think and im happy. But now God has truly blessed me with the guy of my dreams. Immanuel! Hehe I've no longer settled for something less then what i deserve. We are just friends right now we really want to gt to know eachother so that we can say that we have friends for a long time and know so much about eachother. I fancy him... Over New Years we had like the best night ever. We cuddled at his house with all of our friends and watched a fire and he held my hand i was like going crazy. Then it totaly got ruined because his older brother saw us and got pissed. So he like tucked me into the chair with like 5 million blankets cause i was so cold and just stard at me from across the balcony. He is so great to me as a friend. He truly respects me for who i am. Then he left for a week for the Utah Axis group i missed him terribly. Then he came back and like totaly ignored me i was really mad. But last night he made it up to me he like followed me everywhere and was trying to help with everything it was soo sweet. I almost died. SO we are so much better now. Ive totaly given it up to God if its his will let it be done. So yah its great. My parents love him to peices they think he is the best thing since sliced bread. Tonight i get to see him again.. WOOT WOOT. If i could choose who i married right now it would truly be him. I soo hope things work out. Everyone is coming over for Valintines day im having like this big dinner for everybody and me and Mason are going to cook. SO that should be fun. So just an update!
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Isa
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Isa