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[xeskim0x]

i used to be such a nice guy...what happened, its like i fake bn mean to ppl but i take it way to far on a regular basis..i used to be the guy holdin the door open for gurls, talkin nice to gurls, and i'd do anything in my power to help any of my friends, guys or gurls..sumtime in the past year thas left me, now im just this asshole and i know i don't wanna be like that..i think about changing all the time, but it just gets worse..im afraid that all the nice guy qualitys taht i used to pride myself in will be gone..its just become not even sumthin that i worry about when i manipulate gurls, and thas not waht i really need to be about, and thats not what im really like i don't think, but it just keeps happnin, so for any ppl that ive become as asshat to, im sorry

'May you live a thousand years, and I, one day less, so that I might never know the world without the pleasure of your company.'-Hungarian wedding toast