What to do.. what to do!?!
Argh!
Where am i gonna go? how am i gonna get there? so many questions like that running through my head, i can't think for today anymore, it's all tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow!!
My boss tells me i've been doing such good work here that he wants me to stay on and work longer, but i spoke to my dad and we've agreed to tell him that i could possibly stay here until september, but by then i would definately need to get moving, to uni?
I know i can't wait until then to sort things out, like telling him i can work longer means i have that option, but i can leave here whenever i like! if i was hating it here i could walk out tomorrow, but thats not gonna happen because i do kinda enjoy this job and feel lucky to have one, but it's just for money, i do want to aspire to greater things. Definately.
I want to study in the US, maybe there will be money left if we sell the house, i was talking to dad about it earlier and we looked at some of the tuition prices. They are much higher than here, but it's possible for me to go and do that if i want, and if i can. I know theres one thing i definately need, and thats for the people around me to help me out, if they can. I can't do this alone, and i especially need Liz, not only for tha fact that she knows tons more about this than me, or for the fact that she lives where i want to study, but mosty because of the support she gives me, which is priceless. I can get work for money, but to have someone there with you the whole way.. well lets just say i'm a very, very lucky guy.
So~ more rant about what i'm gonna do next.. sorry but it's always on my mind now.
Where am i gonna go? how am i gonna get there? so many questions like that running through my head, i can't think for today anymore, it's all tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow!!
My boss tells me i've been doing such good work here that he wants me to stay on and work longer, but i spoke to my dad and we've agreed to tell him that i could possibly stay here until september, but by then i would definately need to get moving, to uni?
I know i can't wait until then to sort things out, like telling him i can work longer means i have that option, but i can leave here whenever i like! if i was hating it here i could walk out tomorrow, but thats not gonna happen because i do kinda enjoy this job and feel lucky to have one, but it's just for money, i do want to aspire to greater things. Definately.
I want to study in the US, maybe there will be money left if we sell the house, i was talking to dad about it earlier and we looked at some of the tuition prices. They are much higher than here, but it's possible for me to go and do that if i want, and if i can. I know theres one thing i definately need, and thats for the people around me to help me out, if they can. I can't do this alone, and i especially need Liz, not only for tha fact that she knows tons more about this than me, or for the fact that she lives where i want to study, but mosty because of the support she gives me, which is priceless. I can get work for money, but to have someone there with you the whole way.. well lets just say i'm a very, very lucky guy.
So~ more rant about what i'm gonna do next.. sorry but it's always on my mind now.