Nov 14, 2004 10:31
Okay, so! I already know no one will read this but Liz and maybe Mdk.. but ah well, i'd nearly forgot about this so i can't blame em :P
Well, basically i dont think i've even been so free in my life yet, which is weird considering in in full time employment, 37.5 hours a week of being sat in my office in front of the screen *tap tap tapperoo*'ing away, my eyes have gone square =_= hah.
I feel free because i have money, which is the key to most things in the world right now, except i dont believe Good Charlotte when they sing "Girls dont want boys girls want cars and money" ... well maybe some do, but not mine :P but thats not my point! my point is that i hope to have enough money by july of next year (when my contract ends) to do/go whatever and wherever i like, and i need my girlfriend to help me make those decisions. Of course i'm open to suggestions from anyone else though :)
Hearing about Liz's sister has changed me i feel, i dont do anything differently now, but i feel different, like i have a new outlook on things. I spoke to my dad about it, he was very blunt in saying "Sometimes Matt, shit happens to the nicest people" Which, being as crude as he is, he's totally right. People have evolved in recent years to think they're similar to the keyboard under your fingers and the screen in front of you, when actually we're more like the mouse you so badly hate nibbling on your biscuits in the kitchen at night, or the fox that gets your rubbish all over the street when you put your rubbish bags out too early. Like Bender said off futurama we're just "sacks of meat".
So! To save this from sounding like a real moan of an entry, i'll finish by saying that my life is good right now, it's had it's bumps in the road recently, but i'm still the luckiest guy i know to have a girl like Liz by my side to help me through it all, we're still very much in love, if you could'nt guess :)
Matt.