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I really should move out of this apartment, while it is nice being back in the old neighborhood now and then, I feel so detached from everything and everyone. Pay almost 700 a month in rent for an apartment that I spend maybe 1 week a month in. It just doesnt feel like home, don't think it ever will. Hell at this point it would make more sense for me to get an apartment up in Connecticut since I spend so much time up there anyways, I mean when I'm in NY I spend just as much time at my parents house as I do at my apartment. Ya know its like I live close enough to them where they still nag me, but I dont get the benefit of eating something other then chef boyardee beef raviolis for dinner. Fuck cooking, waste of time to cook for just one person then have to clean up.
Grrr, why do I find it so difficult to do what I want to do, or move where I want to move. Ya know I should just say fuck it and go for it, whats to lose right?
Grrr, why do I find it so difficult to do what I want to do, or move where I want to move. Ya know I should just say fuck it and go for it, whats to lose right?