Dec 26, 2004 22:36
Haha.
Don't say ANYTHING. I know it's been longer than a while.
Seriously though. I just needed time to clear my head.
...that worked. J/K.
Be prepared for lots of ranting. Among other things.
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First off, Merry Christmas guys. Even if it wasn't the best day of your life thus far, well...I hope it was at least semi-fun. Jsut don't forget about all the things you got in the past - those are just as important as what you got this year. Don't just throw stuff away after a year expecting to get something new to replace it. -tsktsk. Doesn't work like that kids. For me...Christmas was a mixed ordeal - I had fun with my friends and their presents and all...but the f_mil_ part didn't go too well. And don't ask why I write it like f_mil_, it's because...well...I don't know. It's weird - my dad wants my mom to come and live with him again, because he claims he and my mom want to make things right and all that...which is bullshit, I'm assuming, since he also said that if my mom doesn't move in with him before next year he was going to "find another woman." Funny thing Dad - Your little sneaky son already knows you talk to women online. Strike one. Or rather, 3. Oh well. I still love him...kinda. I just wish I could get my shit straightened out.
I don't like Patrick Andrew Fajardo II.
But I wish I did. Because it's not like I could just leave myself and go hide in a room. Which I would love to do....sometimes I just really want to be alone, others I really, really, really, need my friends. Like, omgcall911Patrickneedshisfriends - need my friends. :( Hopefully one day the sun will get up the right way and I'll be able to stop being to damnned pessimistic...
Stupid Patrick.
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More later guys. Thanks for reading. If you read, post a comment. I don't wanna be alone.
-Flip out.