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i dont even know how to discribe this right now. i feel sooo good but so sad at the same time. why you might ask... well its because of a female that i could never let go and i never want to. even though i know that it would never work between us i still hope and wish taht it would be good for us and make everything better.. like make me smile like i used to when i cared about things in my life.
she was the one that would hold my brain together but it changed at some point and i missed out on so much because i never take the chance that i should or that i feel like i should. for better or for worse it always ends up making me feel like shit. if i do it then i feel sooo great for so long and if i dont then i feel like shit all the time.
i dunno.
help me confuzeredjedi?
she was the one that would hold my brain together but it changed at some point and i missed out on so much because i never take the chance that i should or that i feel like i should. for better or for worse it always ends up making me feel like shit. if i do it then i feel sooo great for so long and if i dont then i feel like shit all the time.
i dunno.
help me confuzeredjedi?