just kill me now!

[xero_tolerance]

oh blah.... my nose is stuffy and runny! i hope i can catch it! hurr ha lol such a dork... i have been very sad today.. natey is out looking for mr. kittles cuz he ran away last night! yes it's true! i was going to feed him and now, i can't find him and it really upsets my heart. i'm starting to love and get attached to that kitty and i hope nothing bad has happened to him... maybe he's under a nice warm blanket and not under a car's tires!!! that would just be nate's dream come true.. but i told him if he didn't look for it, no ass for him! hahaha i'm good! go carmey! it's my birhtday! everything just seems to be falling apart and it doesn't help that i'm sick.. babba doodle hey! trying to get in a better mood and my head just feels like its about to fall off in the floor.. i was caught dancing! omg i was dancing to beyonce "naughty girl" just because i was bored and nate's pops walked in! i was in my bra and panties! is that not the worst time to get caught in! i asked if he wanted to join in the masquarade ball, but he just gave me the finger and walked away... i didn't get it. he likes dressing up in little dresses and make-up anyways so i didn't really understand why he flicked me off.... fucker! so much for his redneck ways..... anyways, i'm off like a dirty shirt! *smoochie kisses* ~*~CaRmEn~*~

oh and kat! i hope you get to feeling better! no need to be sad :(