Hmm
With each new year a new lesson arises, this time it was letting go of personal feelings of a person and instead of holding a grudge for what happened in the past, to instead help them along the steps of life.
I once said that the only reason why I'm materialistic on video games because of ' its the only thing that hasn't dumped me yet" (which was a joke!) yet I still find it humorous. But heres a question that I've wondered for awhile, What makes a person good? doing kind things? why would a person selflessly save others constantly (you know in the animes or cartoons) yet you rarely see an actual hero. I don't understand it.
And my final thought of the night is;"Why the hell do I keep falling for friends?" V no longer has feelings for me and for some reason I have another crush. At least I think so, I'm not sure...I'm so confused right now.
Oh well, I've been cooking lately and I actually don't mind it much. I keep offering mom to let me help her make dinner after she gets better and haven't really gotten a response. My fear is, am I going to revert back to my old self and only help out a little bit? I hope not..
Funny thing is, most people use this to talk about how they are doing.. I just use live journal for all sorts of things..but mostly as a place to write down my current thoughts.
Guess I really am a strange person.
I once said that the only reason why I'm materialistic on video games because of ' its the only thing that hasn't dumped me yet" (which was a joke!) yet I still find it humorous. But heres a question that I've wondered for awhile, What makes a person good? doing kind things? why would a person selflessly save others constantly (you know in the animes or cartoons) yet you rarely see an actual hero. I don't understand it.
And my final thought of the night is;"Why the hell do I keep falling for friends?" V no longer has feelings for me and for some reason I have another crush. At least I think so, I'm not sure...I'm so confused right now.
Oh well, I've been cooking lately and I actually don't mind it much. I keep offering mom to let me help her make dinner after she gets better and haven't really gotten a response. My fear is, am I going to revert back to my old self and only help out a little bit? I hope not..
Funny thing is, most people use this to talk about how they are doing.. I just use live journal for all sorts of things..but mostly as a place to write down my current thoughts.
Guess I really am a strange person.