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An update for anyone who cares to read..
It's 12:07 and the most i've done today is go out to lunch with my mom and my brother's girlfriend at my brother's work to surprise him.
I was either going to go to the big bonfire party at pernas or go to sean's tonight, but my mom decided to be "cool" and wouldn't drive.
So here I am listening to music sitting on my ass haha.
Life? Pretty decent. I love summer. I like not having to do anything. I like being able to stay up late then sleep in like the lazy lard I am haha. I like going to Mallories like every day then her coming here. God we've already made so many memories this summer, I can't even list them. All I have to say is Mallorie is the best friend I could ever ask for, my sister, my other half, forever. Nobody could ever understand the bond that we have. 8 years and counting bitchessss.
People keep asking me if I have a job but I have to remind them that im only 15 and I won't be 16 until September so nobody will hire me until next summer. It's sad how all of a sudden it's like people are rushing me to grow up. Telling me I should get a job, start making my own money. What happened to care free summers where people didnt make me feel guilty about not doing anything? I would do anything to have my family leave me alone about that topic haha.
Sean and I are good. We have our moments, but what normal couple doesn't? It's been 2 months and 8 days for anyone that's keeping count haha. But it feels like so much longer since we have been like best friends for a long time =] I swear nobody understands me like he does, the laughs and memories are endless. Let me be the first to say THE WAIT WAS WORTH IT ALL! The tears, the fights, everything was worth it. I can't and don't want to see myself with anyone else. I love Sean. Maybe it's the lame teenage "love" I don't even know. What I do know is i've never felt this strongly about anybody to the point where he's all I can think about, when I wake up, throughout the day, and when I fall asleep (usually on the phone with him), and he constantly shows up in my dreams. I've had past boyfriends but they don't even cut close to him....not at all. But enough about that, nobody really cares.
I miss my SHA girls, I did but didn't want to go tonight. I'm tired and wasn't totally in the mood. But I did want to see them all badly. I don't want us to drift, no thank you. Hopefully i'm seeing liz on saturday. Im going to Sean's tomorrow after his haircut and then friday is supposed to be putt putt with ryan =]
Sean's calling gotta run.
LOVE ♥
It's 12:07 and the most i've done today is go out to lunch with my mom and my brother's girlfriend at my brother's work to surprise him.
I was either going to go to the big bonfire party at pernas or go to sean's tonight, but my mom decided to be "cool" and wouldn't drive.
So here I am listening to music sitting on my ass haha.
Life? Pretty decent. I love summer. I like not having to do anything. I like being able to stay up late then sleep in like the lazy lard I am haha. I like going to Mallories like every day then her coming here. God we've already made so many memories this summer, I can't even list them. All I have to say is Mallorie is the best friend I could ever ask for, my sister, my other half, forever. Nobody could ever understand the bond that we have. 8 years and counting bitchessss.
People keep asking me if I have a job but I have to remind them that im only 15 and I won't be 16 until September so nobody will hire me until next summer. It's sad how all of a sudden it's like people are rushing me to grow up. Telling me I should get a job, start making my own money. What happened to care free summers where people didnt make me feel guilty about not doing anything? I would do anything to have my family leave me alone about that topic haha.
Sean and I are good. We have our moments, but what normal couple doesn't? It's been 2 months and 8 days for anyone that's keeping count haha. But it feels like so much longer since we have been like best friends for a long time =] I swear nobody understands me like he does, the laughs and memories are endless. Let me be the first to say THE WAIT WAS WORTH IT ALL! The tears, the fights, everything was worth it. I can't and don't want to see myself with anyone else. I love Sean. Maybe it's the lame teenage "love" I don't even know. What I do know is i've never felt this strongly about anybody to the point where he's all I can think about, when I wake up, throughout the day, and when I fall asleep (usually on the phone with him), and he constantly shows up in my dreams. I've had past boyfriends but they don't even cut close to him....not at all. But enough about that, nobody really cares.
I miss my SHA girls, I did but didn't want to go tonight. I'm tired and wasn't totally in the mood. But I did want to see them all badly. I don't want us to drift, no thank you. Hopefully i'm seeing liz on saturday. Im going to Sean's tomorrow after his haircut and then friday is supposed to be putt putt with ryan =]
Sean's calling gotta run.
LOVE ♥