*sigh*
grah... grampa's wake was hard to go to.. seeing him that casket was like being punched in the stomach.. all i wanted for him to do was sit up and give me a big smile.. *sigh* he was smiling tho.. altho he was all tallowish .. it hurt to see him.. i didnt want to touch him.. i just wanted Juztin there to hold my hand *crie*
my sister in law had to go coz aiden was crying coz he was hungry.. so ben, eli and her told dad they were gonna go and i said i wanna go home too.. so i went to go give nama a hug then go out.. and they had left without me *crie* so i had to walk home.. in freezing rain wearing high heels and a white shirt.. was completely soaked and freezing. water was dripping in my eyes and my glasses were blurred so i couldnt see.. and i tripped and twisted my ankle.. *crie* twas no fun.
rawr. so yea. going to go warm up and try calling Juztin again.. i miss him so much.. and love him sooo much.. i wanted to see him today but getting everything situated i couldnt.. which made me sad.. im hope he isnt mad at me *pouts*
*loves*
my sister in law had to go coz aiden was crying coz he was hungry.. so ben, eli and her told dad they were gonna go and i said i wanna go home too.. so i went to go give nama a hug then go out.. and they had left without me *crie* so i had to walk home.. in freezing rain wearing high heels and a white shirt.. was completely soaked and freezing. water was dripping in my eyes and my glasses were blurred so i couldnt see.. and i tripped and twisted my ankle.. *crie* twas no fun.
rawr. so yea. going to go warm up and try calling Juztin again.. i miss him so much.. and love him sooo much.. i wanted to see him today but getting everything situated i couldnt.. which made me sad.. im hope he isnt mad at me *pouts*
*loves*