el shitto.
yep so.. I LOVE YOU BROOKE! <3 she cheers me up so easily. tis crazy!
yea.. had a shitty day.
i have the flu so i had a shitty day at school..
cried all day coz my grandfather is in the hospital..
came home and melissa came over and was crying sooo bad..
i had to rock her in my arms for 4 hours straight while she cried..
then i brought her home and went to the hospital wiv my dad...
saw my grandfather and the doctor said he has a few months tops to live..
he is doing soo horrible.
his heart keeps giving him realllly bad pains.
one of his kidneys doesnt work at all..
and the other is failing out really fast so he needs dialasis..
his heart was working so hard that they had to up his dosage of nitro THREE times in the 2 hour period that i was visiting..
i just sat there and cried the whole time... *le sigh*
*blink* im so depressed that ive looped back around to this syko dellusional happy bliss type emotion.. its so fucking weird. *frown*
yea.. had a shitty day.
i have the flu so i had a shitty day at school..
cried all day coz my grandfather is in the hospital..
came home and melissa came over and was crying sooo bad..
i had to rock her in my arms for 4 hours straight while she cried..
then i brought her home and went to the hospital wiv my dad...
saw my grandfather and the doctor said he has a few months tops to live..
he is doing soo horrible.
his heart keeps giving him realllly bad pains.
one of his kidneys doesnt work at all..
and the other is failing out really fast so he needs dialasis..
his heart was working so hard that they had to up his dosage of nitro THREE times in the 2 hour period that i was visiting..
i just sat there and cried the whole time... *le sigh*
*blink* im so depressed that ive looped back around to this syko dellusional happy bliss type emotion.. its so fucking weird. *frown*