Mar 29, 2004 21:40
yea so Juztin called.. told me that everyone cept him and Tucker got grounded and in trouble for making that video on sunday.. tsk tsk. Dale gave up his Muslim religion because he broke one of their laws on the video when he drank piss. tsk.
anyways.
im bored.
im grumpy.
im tired.
im hungry.
im alone.
im lonely.
and im very sad.
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry
Your screams play in your empty room
It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
Your bed swallows you whole as the days bleed together
Blow the last candle out
Let the wax harden
I wish I could stop crying
And I wish that someone still loved me
Just breathe and focus
How can I when the air is so cold and empty,
That my lungs froze right in my chest
I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles are so difficult to fake
What do I have to do,
or who do I have to kill,
to get what I want
What I need
Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,
nothing pleases me
And i can never be satiated
Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes,
fuck up the only things that I love
I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground, on the backs of the angels that I've slain
But I meant so well, I tried so hard, gave everyting in my soul, to what end, to what end
Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away.