Feb 12, 2003 23:51
The "Board of Trustees" or the "Committee" I call my brain is starting to get really fucking bored with the same shit. My life seems to be one big revolving cycle of shit. No matter what I do to try to change it I always fall back into the same place. The only conclusion I can come to is that I am in no way doing what I want to be doing. I am not even taking steps in the right direction.
I don't think there is much of a future for the avenue of life I want to walk, here in the M.I., but I have a son that I really can't leave. I would not really be leaving him though, would I? The committee in brain brain says no, but everyone else says yes. I have no fucking clue what the fuck to do. I guess I should just sit back and see what cards I get dealt. The hand I just got dealt was pretty fuckin shafty, but Its my fucking turn to deal and I am going to attempt to stack the deck to my advantage=)=)=)=)=)=)