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Actually this is kinda confusing, I mean that for about 3 days ago, I was feel that I’m so happy, I keep grinning a whole day, and keep humming so cute and nice songs, but then yesterday I start reading the news and looking for some TVXQ again.
First I’m feel so happy that their can be together again in Japan as 5members, but then just a couple hours ago, I saw the news and see their performing on Big hits 2009, I was kinda sad, cause why, you have to see their interview, really …even you can said that their together but it seem that there is something missing.
I don’t want to say this and get overwhelmed about this either, but ….*sigh* ….seeing how Changming stand a little bit far from Jaejong and even I keep saying to my self that that’s a little gap is nothing to worry about, but still….my heart a little bit hurt, and I can’t stop my self to tears a little bit, you can’t denied there is awkwardness between them, I just keep hope that in their second show, that awkwardness will be disappear.
And this is also funny for me that, I can say that I’m not teenager anymore, even I thing that sometimes I just love to acted childish and goofing around with all my friends here, cause yeah honestly all my friends here some of them is younger than me, I just have a few of friends who had the same age with me, but it’s fine and I love that.
Back to the topic, yeah this is funny when I‘ve considerate my self that I’d already passed my teenagers stage, witch means that I being over crazy for some singers, actors, boyband, etc.
But I feel this a little bit too late I guess, I have more become explored my interest for movies and music when I reach my 20s. Yeah too late, huh?
More specifically when I found Jmusic, being in love to L’Arc~En~ciel, GACKT, The GazettE, and now I’m falls for DBSK, hahahah really funny for me when I thinking all about this last night.
I’d remember what my friend You chan’s have said before, that she feel so close to DBSK even never met them and when she just knew them for about 3 weeks , even when before she was a die hard fans of Viskei even still now, but yeah Dousite from TVXQ can melt her and make her love them so much, also this is happened to me too.
But I put my interest to them when Mirotic came out, when I saw the video, my first thought that came up for me that “wow, this boys is grow up, and become so very sexy and matures” I already knew them from Hug era,and if want some other reason why I’ve become DBSK fans now, just blamed to all Yunjae’s video I found on you tube (almost the same reason why I falls to GazettE cause, AoixUruha’s fics) *get bricked* is that something have to be proud of ? LOL but yeah that’s the other reason.
But so far, I thing that I’ve never regretting all my reasons to falls for them.
This is break just not my heart but also all the DBSK fans a round the world to see their current problem and bring us to the edge of fears for their disbanding *keep crossing my finger for that*, I would not talking how it was started and the latest situation cause I thinks that everyone knows, even a little bit if you are fan for Kpop.
Just What I’ve said before this is funny for me to being such a fan like this when I’m not teenager anymore, but there’s nothing wrong with that, right?
To love, care and admire singers or actor even you’re not teenager anymore.
And this is also become the first time for me to, ask God when I pray to keep DBSK still together but especially to make them more happy, I’ve never ask God for idols or anything that something related to my hobbies, but this would be my first time I mentioned about idol group in my pray LOL.
And when I feel stress, sad, and get depress I always hook up with almost all GazettE’s ballad songs,yeah I’m back listening Juunana Sai and Distress and Coma over and all over again, I dunno for some reason Ruki kun’s voice is always succeed tears my heart *sniff*. Hmmm, I guess that I’d being write a lot of craps here *cough* it just that, this is some stuffs that being bothering me for sometimes. Being tortured for 3 months with all DBSK Vs SM drama is become so tiring and just swinging my mood to every other direction every time I read a latest news, cause that one,, now I lessen my time to read Korean news site, and spend my free time to find another good J Artist and back my focus to Jrock ^^.
Oh btw, yesterday I just found video for V Rock Festival 2009, cause I missed to see GazettE live performance, even I saw that Arya was uploaded that one also but in Avi format I guess and that is become too big for me to download so I found that in wma format, but…. Here’s the but part ….I can downloaded and this format have smaller size than avi but….when I finished the download, I can play it but I can’t fast forward or back forward this video, weird yeah I know ~__~, but at least I still can see the performance, who is now start to play.
And I guess this is really longggggg blog for me, wonder is someone would read this >_<, and this should be give the title about “My worries to DBSK” have you boring and tired listen I keep complain and talking about them?? *laugh*
First I’m feel so happy that their can be together again in Japan as 5members, but then just a couple hours ago, I saw the news and see their performing on Big hits 2009, I was kinda sad, cause why, you have to see their interview, really …even you can said that their together but it seem that there is something missing.
I don’t want to say this and get overwhelmed about this either, but ….*sigh* ….seeing how Changming stand a little bit far from Jaejong and even I keep saying to my self that that’s a little gap is nothing to worry about, but still….my heart a little bit hurt, and I can’t stop my self to tears a little bit, you can’t denied there is awkwardness between them, I just keep hope that in their second show, that awkwardness will be disappear.
And this is also funny for me that, I can say that I’m not teenager anymore, even I thing that sometimes I just love to acted childish and goofing around with all my friends here, cause yeah honestly all my friends here some of them is younger than me, I just have a few of friends who had the same age with me, but it’s fine and I love that.
Back to the topic, yeah this is funny when I‘ve considerate my self that I’d already passed my teenagers stage, witch means that I being over crazy for some singers, actors, boyband, etc.
But I feel this a little bit too late I guess, I have more become explored my interest for movies and music when I reach my 20s. Yeah too late, huh?
More specifically when I found Jmusic, being in love to L’Arc~En~ciel, GACKT, The GazettE, and now I’m falls for DBSK, hahahah really funny for me when I thinking all about this last night.
I’d remember what my friend You chan’s have said before, that she feel so close to DBSK even never met them and when she just knew them for about 3 weeks , even when before she was a die hard fans of Viskei even still now, but yeah Dousite from TVXQ can melt her and make her love them so much, also this is happened to me too.
But I put my interest to them when Mirotic came out, when I saw the video, my first thought that came up for me that “wow, this boys is grow up, and become so very sexy and matures” I already knew them from Hug era,and if want some other reason why I’ve become DBSK fans now, just blamed to all Yunjae’s video I found on you tube (almost the same reason why I falls to GazettE cause, AoixUruha’s fics) *get bricked* is that something have to be proud of ? LOL but yeah that’s the other reason.
But so far, I thing that I’ve never regretting all my reasons to falls for them.
This is break just not my heart but also all the DBSK fans a round the world to see their current problem and bring us to the edge of fears for their disbanding *keep crossing my finger for that*, I would not talking how it was started and the latest situation cause I thinks that everyone knows, even a little bit if you are fan for Kpop.
Just What I’ve said before this is funny for me to being such a fan like this when I’m not teenager anymore, but there’s nothing wrong with that, right?
To love, care and admire singers or actor even you’re not teenager anymore.
And this is also become the first time for me to, ask God when I pray to keep DBSK still together but especially to make them more happy, I’ve never ask God for idols or anything that something related to my hobbies, but this would be my first time I mentioned about idol group in my pray LOL.
And when I feel stress, sad, and get depress I always hook up with almost all GazettE’s ballad songs,yeah I’m back listening Juunana Sai and Distress and Coma over and all over again, I dunno for some reason Ruki kun’s voice is always succeed tears my heart *sniff*. Hmmm, I guess that I’d being write a lot of craps here *cough* it just that, this is some stuffs that being bothering me for sometimes. Being tortured for 3 months with all DBSK Vs SM drama is become so tiring and just swinging my mood to every other direction every time I read a latest news, cause that one,, now I lessen my time to read Korean news site, and spend my free time to find another good J Artist and back my focus to Jrock ^^.
Oh btw, yesterday I just found video for V Rock Festival 2009, cause I missed to see GazettE live performance, even I saw that Arya was uploaded that one also but in Avi format I guess and that is become too big for me to download so I found that in wma format, but…. Here’s the but part ….I can downloaded and this format have smaller size than avi but….when I finished the download, I can play it but I can’t fast forward or back forward this video, weird yeah I know ~__~, but at least I still can see the performance, who is now start to play.
And I guess this is really longggggg blog for me, wonder is someone would read this >_<, and this should be give the title about “My worries to DBSK” have you boring and tired listen I keep complain and talking about them?? *laugh*