Oct 26, 2010 22:38
- getting caught in really cold rainstorms on my bike/on foot
- feeling like an overly dramatic snoop (but knowing I'm actually right) and losing community over it
- trying to decide if I should throw up and get it overwith or wait it out and maybe throw up later, or maybe sleep it off if I can fall asleep...
- feeling this way after eating most of the time
- having to wait another two weeks to talk to a specialist about it
- feeling nauseous and therefore not feeling motivated to do homework which is due in a scant few days
ugh. Dear stomach, quit trying to ruin my life. xoxo, Cheyenne.
+ connecting with friends and feeling loved
+ meeting new and awesome people who make me feel excited about projects and life in general
+ being halfway done with the semester already
+ getting my cruiser fixed for cold weather-- I'll be riding in style and comfort! Yay!
+ halloween, my favorite holiday, this weekend
+ phone calls and hangout sessions that restore the foundations of a friendship that felt shaken and ragged over the summer
= really, I've got little to complain about... I'm insanely privileged, I have a good job, solid friends, health insurance, and am working on my Master's degree. But I feel yucky and sicky and I do love to complain about it, especially when nobody is around to take care of me. Even though I know it won't help, really.
guts