sometimes its just easier to be silent.
To say nothing.
But do i ever, am i ever that way? no. My head is always full of thoughts, what things mean, how i feel about them. These thoughts seem to eat me up sometimes.
All "we" ever do is fight. All the time....about stupid shit, or not so stupid shit.
i'm so sick of it. I can be so angry with him one minute and want him to comfort me the next.
and this is my paradox.
This is the result of a little over 2 and a half years.
Is it really worth sticking it out through another 4, lonely and completely lost.
Maybe somethings just wrong with me.
Maybe i'm the problem......
that wouldn't surprise me.
i feel so fucking alone.
But do i ever, am i ever that way? no. My head is always full of thoughts, what things mean, how i feel about them. These thoughts seem to eat me up sometimes.
All "we" ever do is fight. All the time....about stupid shit, or not so stupid shit.
i'm so sick of it. I can be so angry with him one minute and want him to comfort me the next.
and this is my paradox.
This is the result of a little over 2 and a half years.
Is it really worth sticking it out through another 4, lonely and completely lost.
Maybe somethings just wrong with me.
Maybe i'm the problem......
that wouldn't surprise me.
i feel so fucking alone.